from Depraved Heart: A Novel
His
friends proved to be correct on three accounts: the apartment was
amazing, with marble walls and muraled ceilings; there were dozens of
women, one more lovely than the next; and Raven Silver was there in
the center of the throng. He was hard to miss - he was the one with
half the women in the room wiggling around him.
Not
that they were neglected. From the minute they were identified as NFL
players, there were enough ladies in the room, with clearly no
loyalty to the hometown team, to make for a worthwhile evening. But
somehow, despite the attention directed at him, Syd found himself
more amused watching the escapades of the notorious dancer. Raven
disappeared with a blonde wrapped around him only to re-enter the
room twenty minutes later with her - giggling, blushing and
re-applying lipstick - while he quite flagrantly finished zipping his
pants. An hour later there was a repeat performance, this time with a
redhead.
“Unbelievable,”
Syd murmured aloud.
“If
only that was true,” a voice near him responded.
He
turned and looked down into the sweetest face he had ever seen.
“I’m
sorry, I didn’t mean to...” He stopped. He didn’t have any idea
what he intended to say.
She
raised her eyes, eyes that were the color of the summer sky on the
most beautiful day he had ever lived through, and smiled a soft
little half smile.
“Don’t
apologize,” she said. “I’m used to how he affects people. It’s
been that way all our lives.”
“I’m...
I’m sorry...” He was aware that he sounded like an idiot but his
mind seemed to have left him. “I’m ...” he tried again. “I’m
a babbling idiot.”
She
giggled and that did it. He was lost.
“In
my vanity I sometimes forget not everyone knows us. I’m Rachel
Silver.” She held out her hand. “The slut over there is my
brother, Raven.” She shook her head slightly. “I don’t really
want to admit that all the time, but since we’re twins, it’s hard
to deny.”
He
took her hand and held it longer than his mother would have approved
of. He noticed she didn’t take it back.
“Twins,”
he managed to mumble, reluctantly releasing her hand.
“Yes.”
She smiled and seemed to lean a little closer. “You’re a football
player?”
“I
am.” At least he got that right.
“I
don’t know anything about football, I’m afraid.”
She
was making this easy and he appreciated it. “You’re a ballerina.
I don’t know much about ballet.”
“I
bet you know more about ballet than I do about football.”
When
he thought about it afterward Syd was a little awed to realize that
she had been as attracted to him as he was to her, but when it was
happening he felt, for the first time in his life, like an oversized
blithering idiot.
“I
almost went to see The
Nutcracker Suite
one time but then...” He paused, recollecting his date for the
evening and the very erotic reason why they didn’t make it to the
performance. “Well, plans fell through.”
She
tilted an eyebrow at him and he flushed. “Would you like another
opportunity?”
“What?”
“I’m
dancing the Sugar Plum Fairy with ABT this year. Can you come
tomorrow night? Here...” She opened the tiny silver bag at her hip.
“Just give them this, you’ll be my guest.”
He
took the pass, well aware that he would do whatever it took to
attend. “I’ll be there.”
“Rache.”
There was a flurry of wild, dark hair, laughter, and an arm
surrounded her waist and lifted her off her feet. “Come here, I
want you to meet someone.”
“Don’t.”
She pushed free of her captor and Syd recognized Raven Silver who
appeared at her side, attempting to drag her away. She turned to Syd.
“This is my brother Raven, I’m sorry I don’t even know your...”
“Syd
Jupiter,” Raven Silver stated. “Pittsburgh’s powerhouse.” He
stuck his hand out but, Syd noticed, he kept his left arm around his
sister’s waist. “Raven Silver, nice to meet you. I caught the
last half of the game today. Your leap on that last interception was
higher than any of mine.”
“I
doubt that,” Syd mumbled. He was good, Syd thought, Raven knew how
to say the right things.
Rachel
uncurled herself from her brother’s hold and stepped closer to Syd.
“Meet
my twin,” she said. “My brother, my dance partner, my
tormentor... What would I do without him?”
“I
don’t mean to interrupt...” Raven began.
“Of
course you do,” Rachel said.
“It’s
nice to meet you,” Syd manage to insert at last. Up close he noted
that they didn’t really look that much alike. Where Rachel was
fair-skinned with sleek dark hair pulled back into a twist, Raven was
tawny with wild waves a shade or two lighter than hers. What was
voluptuous and licentious in Raven’s face was delicate and
vulnerable in Rachel’s. Even their eyes were different colors; hers
were sky blue, but his were a gray-blue, as though a storm cloud had
covered the sky.
“Look,
I’m sorry to butt in, but this guy’s a patron and...” He
reclaimed Rachel’s waist and gave her a tug.
“It’s
okay,” Syd mumbled, not really meaning it.
“I’ll
see you tomorrow?” Rachel said over her shoulder as her brother
dragged her off and Syd was thrilled by the eagerness with which she
asked it.
“Absolutely,”
he replied.
Just
before midnight the following evening Syd Jupiter stopped to face
Paul Manship’s famous gold statue of Prometheus in Rockefeller
Center. Snow drifted down dreamily, and skaters waltzed to Christmas
music. He turned Rachel Silver toward him, slipped his hands inside
the fur hood she wore, tipped her head back stroking the curve of her
jaw with his thumbs, and softly kissed her upturned mouth. In that
moment he promised himself that he would love her to the best of his
ability for as long as she would let him be a part of her life.
Earlier that evening, as he watched her float across the stage
through the sparkling, snow-covered trees like a faint, cool wisp, he
fell more deeply in love than he had ever thought himself capable of
falling. Even when she danced the second act’s pas
de deux
with her brother, moving with him in absolute symmetry, Syd saw
nothing but her. With every pirouette she seemed to bind his heart
more closely to her. By the time the ballet ended Syd Jupiter was
utterly besotted.
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