I
Didn’t Always Want To Be a Writer
In
my day to day contacts with writers all over the world, I can’t
tell you how many times I heard folks say things like, “I’ve been
writing stories since I was six years old.” or “I wrote my first
novel when I was just seventeen.” or “I wanted to be an author
ever since I read Flaubert’s Madame
Bovary
in high school.” While I wish that I
had started stringing words together when I was six, sixteen,
twenty-six or even thirty-six, I can’t honestly say that I did. I
was a late bloomer.
By
the time I was in my mid forties I had been reading for quite some
time, and there were fleeting moments when I entertained
thoughts
of writing something. But I always nixed the idea, thinking I was too
busy living
life
to bother to sit down and write about it.
Nevertheless,
I thought it would be something else to be able to live like Ernest
Hemingway—write in the mornings, fish my afternoons away, and party
every night with a bunch of famous and infamous friends. Yes, I
wanted
to
be a writer but I didn’t
want
to pay the piper. I wasn’t ready to stand for hours and hand write
stories on lined yellow pads like ole Hem did. I wasn’t ready to
sit on my tail and do it either. But I sure dreamed about getting the
fame and respect that accomplished authors so often do. Then one day
I woke up.
After
ten or so years of never having less than six books lying in wait,
alongside my recliner, I finally thought, Oh
hell, I can do this writing thing! I can do it better than most of
these guys and girls I’ve read. Shoot, three quarters of the books
I start I never finish. I know I can do better. How hard can it be to
describe a green hill in Africa, or a southern plantation gone kaput
in Georgia? Ha…lemme go get a pad. I’ll whip something up right
now.
Oh
boy…was I wrong!
I
went and got a spiral notebook, plopped right back in my easy chair,
and thought I was about to begin my great American novel. What did I
accomplish that first sitting?--nada--as in not a damn thing. I had
no idea where
to begin. My second try was just as fruitless. So were the next, and
the next, and every other attempt I made for two solid years. If I
wasn’t out fishing, working, running around somewhere, or reading,
I’d be in that soft mauve chair agonizing over what a flunky I was
with a pen.
I
was living on Florida’s Gulf Coast at that time but one day, after
moving across the state to the east coast, I found myself on a quiet
beach with that empty notebook again. I thought that maybe, if I took
a folding chair with me and sat on the beach, I might finally get
something down on paper. And I did. I don’t remember how much I
wrote that day, but I did begin my first novel. Why was I finally
able to come up with something halfway decent? Did my muse float in
on a wave along with all the brown seaweed on that beach? Had my
inspiration surfaced ten miles out in the Gulfstream and blown in on
the easterly wind? I don’t think so.
I
think what happened is that I finally had a worthwhile story worked
out in my mind. I had a beginning—a middle—and an end. That’s
all I’d needed all along. Well, almost all I needed. The rough plot
I had in my head certainly gave me confidence but so did something
else. I did exactly what Ernest Hemingway, time and time again, told
aspiring writers. He used to say, “All
you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence
you know.” And I did.
While
beginning a new novel still isn’t easy for me (none of the writing
process is), there aren’t many things in this mad, maddening world
I’d rather do. I can’t think of anything that’s as rewarding as
a productive morning at the keyboard. And I’m awfully glad that I
learned what writing one true sentence can lead to.
In
the last two years I’ve had three novels published. I’ve had two
different publishers but parted ways with both of them. Now all my
books are self-pubbed and will continue to be--until the “big six”
publishers have a bidding war over them. Ha! Talk about a classic
example of a writer’s imagination running wild!
All
kidding aside, I must say that my novels have had some small
successes.
My
first two books, Beyond
Nostalgia
and The
Last American Martyr (before
publication) where both finalists for Random House’s YouWriteOn
“Book of the Year.” Since publication, both books have been
Amazon (multi-category) Bestsellers--four times each. My third book,
Four
Days with Hemingway’s Ghost, came
out last summer. It too has been a bestseller, twice. Two weeks ago
my most recent work came out on Amazon—a novella entitled Within
a Man’s Heart,
I have high hopes for it as well.
But
despite all that, the biggest rewards I’ve gotten for my efforts
have been the reviews and emails I’ve received from readers. Many
of them have been nothing short of stunning. And they, more than
anything, are what keep my literary hopes alive.
Links
to Tom’s Books

8 comments:
Tom is one of the great American writers, in my view. If you haven't read his books yet, start now!
Thanks for sharing, Tom.
How anyone ever write anything in a notebook or even a type-writer is beyond me. I'm sure I could not write books without a computer.
And Gerry's right, Tom is a very good writer.
Tom has the gift of telling a great story. And he introduced me to another world--that of Queens in the 1960s (Beyond Nostalgia), as foreign to me as, say, the East End of London.
Thank you so much, Gerry and Marj. You gals are terrific.
Thanks very much for your kind words, Stephen.
Hi Tom, I've just read your really excellent article - really enjoyed it. I think most writers have the same feelings and problems and you've just put them into words. I will get round to reading your next one soon. 'I've got it on my list..."
Phyllis
Thanks very much, Phyllis! So glad you enjoyed the article. Hope you enjoy the book as well.
Tom I see you know Gerry as well as Phyllis and so hello from me now that we share a piece of writing together on her blog. Nice to meet another child of the 60's. :)
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